Post by DEREK RYKER ANGEL on Apr 5, 2011 23:28:15 GMT -5
DEREK RYKER ANGEL
TWENTY , BREAK THE ROUTINE , LEAD VOCALS, OBNOXIOUS, CHRISTOFER DREW, HOMOSEXUAL
TWENTY , BREAK THE ROUTINE , LEAD VOCALS, OBNOXIOUS, CHRISTOFER DREW, HOMOSEXUAL
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The name is Derek Ryker Angel and don’t you forget it. Everybody in my elementary and middle school called me Ryker when I was younger, that was just how I was known. When I started high school I just went by Derek, as a way to re-invent myself, I suppose, but I honestly just like the sound of it better. I was a little shit, I’ll tell you that right now. You wouldn’t believe some of the things I did before I was twelve; but the things I did at that age were even more insane. Insane, not in the awesome way. It left me in a shit position. A lucky-ass position, being who I am, but all at the same time… being well off and alone hasn’t done much for my mental health. Let’s put this simply; I grew up in Virginia Beach, and I’ve lived alone for the past six years. Yeah, I’m only twenty, and I don’t think it’s legal but I was left in a house, totally paid for by my parents – and still is being paid for – and excluded from my family, basically, but they wanted to keep me alive and well. That’s what they told me when they dropped me off at that house, anyways. It was awesome at first. I was fourteen and I lived alone, I could do whatever the fuck I wanted to without being judged. It only got worse, which I didn’t think it could. Back at home with mom and dad I couldn’t turn a corner without getting a judgmental stare or being scolded for being myself. At times I knew they were damn right; I was throwing my life away, doing hard-core drugs and drinking at fourteen. Having sex with random guys, and illegally done tattoos. I was a mess. Then I remembered that there were other ways of doing things to help me, and kicking me out definitely wasn’t one of them.
I guess what really got to me was they never called or accepted my phone calls, much less answered the door when I wanted to visit, or even visited me. I’m pretty much written out of my family back home. I miss my sister, but I suppose she was too innocent at the time to know where I went or why I went. She was twelve. I wonder if she remembers me. Anyways, being alone for six years wrecked me, but it helped me all at the same time. I can’t erase what I did, but I can make a better future for me. I lost a lot of confidence in myself, but I regained it through some great friends in high school and just finished my job there. I needed to something after that, so I got into the music career with my band that had been around for junior and senior year in high school. I hadn’t always been interested in music, but I had turned to it in my time of need. Touring so far has been the best time of my life, and I don’t want it to end. I’m not the nicest guy around town but I’m no jerk either. I can be, but whatever. I’m rude because I just am sometimes, I don’t always mean things I say, nobody does. It just comes out and it sounds obnoxious because admittedly, I kind of am. I talk a lot about pointless things because it passes time and I hate sitting around when I’m in a good mood. I’m always up and about unless I’m too tired to do so, and most of the time I’m partying my ass off when I don’t have a band set to do. I am Derek Angel and I am the lead vocalist for Break the Routine.
HEY, MY NAME IS ALLIE. I HAVE BEEN ROLE-PLAYING FOR 4 YEARS. I PLAY 3 OTHER CHARACTERS, AND HERE'S A SAMPLE OF WHAT I CAN DO;[/size][/font]PLEASE SEE THIS SECTION OF JAMES RUSSELL RUNE'S APPLICATION.